The Introvert isn't lonely.

3 hours to go and I'm heading to my night duty.

Welcome friends! This is the first blog that I wrote. As you know, I will be preparing for another human to human experience for the next couple of hours. And this is gonna be really fast. To start, it has never really occurred to me that I'll be doing what I am doing now.

I am much of an introvert. Other people might raise their eyebrows to me and say "Really?." Well to tell you as well, I also volunteer as a church lector (and a psalmist before) in our place. And this is the reason why I got those eyebrows! Honestly, it wasn't me after all. The one who speaks at the ambo. It is the Lord Jesus. And I am only but an instrument of him.

So back to me being an introvert and taking care of people. I never did wished for it. It really is uncomfortable for me speaking with other people. But that was at first. Well I grew out of it and finally learn to communicate. However, I know I still got a lot to learn since I still can get silent and alone sometimes.

But hey! You can't blame me. As the quote goes "Being alone does not necessarily means being lonely." And "alone time" keeps me on reflecting with the events in my life and about things in the future. Being alone wasn't taught to me when I was a kid. I discovered it through failures, mishaps, happiness, enthusiasm, countless diary entries and call it destiny. Not destiny of the future but destiny of the past. It just that the events of my past gave me moments pondering.

Maybe that would be it.

Your Subasa.

p.s. To God be the Glory.